“Death is at your doorstep, and it will steal your innocence, but it will not steal your substance, and you are not alone in this."

-Mumford and Sons……….. so raw and so much hope.

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Checklist:
Today was my last Christmas pantomime/assembly as an STC student.

Next week is my last Christmas break & complete family gathering - cousins, 2nd cousins and all.

I've completed all my Bio IA's & all the Major Tests for every subject.

I've sent out all my university applications.

My SEY interview is in 3 weeks.

Mocks & Chinese New Year are comin' up real fast.

My official IB examinations will be finished in 153 days.

Its going to be Christmass in 8 days, which means that half my final school year has flown by.

Can someone please slow time down so that I can catch up with myself?!

Time is slipping away, way too quickly.

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Pressure. Pressure. Pressure.

I’m in one of those moments when I realize how MUCH there is to do, how unprepared I am for everything and how doomed I am for the future. I don’t like this feeling and I wish it would go away.

But MY GOSH! Things they do to seniors!!!

I know I’m being whiney and uneccessary and I’ve just gotta suck it up, put some pants on and MAKE DO… But seriously. It’s so MUCH! Everything i pour into this month is so pivotal… It’s such an overwhelming responsibility. I feel so unready. I don’t want to go through this.

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My rant diary.
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