Saturday, January 8, 2011

shades of grey

everything is not as black & white as I’d once thought..


Everyone states that just when they think they’ve got the world figured out it gets thrown right out of their hands. That’s only because the situation finally seems to be going well for them, then completely out of control. Truth is, we never truly manage to get a good grasp of the world. Everyone re-confirms to themselves that they have a piece of self identity in this society, but currently I think i’ve lost mine.

Perhaps I’m looking all too deep into this, maybe all I really need is a breath of fresh air and just wind down alone. Sometimes just because of one doubtful situation with a friend I forget about all those other great friends. You begin to question whether it’s worth getting yourself so upset. Instead just imagine the world as something you’ll never quite fully understand yet trying to make the most out of it. My attitude to life is changing yet again, I used to see things as white and black until one of my close friends made me realise there’s more to this.

Now I’ve come to realise that sometimes it’s better just to let things be. Stop taking things so seriously and just believe things will eventually come around. I think thats why I’ve been so upset in the past, caring about something that’s so infinitesimal. Maybe it’s time to set my soul free, stop giving myself so many rules and guidelines. Instead accept life as it’s supposed to be, after all you should be free to do anything.

Carpe diem,
lctx.

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